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Henry, 21
12 January 1989
National University of Singapore, Nursing
He loves books,
his family
and his awesome life!
fan of: harry potter & helping others to the best of his abilities
I wanna fill this new frame; But it's Empty
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Henry and Life
Henry, 21
12 January 1989
National University of Singapore, Nursing
He loves books,
his family
and his awesome life!
fan of: harry potter & helping others to the best of his abilities
Tried to write a letter; In ink
I've got a piece of paper; But it's Empty
Henry Lamer and the Fellowship Of The Maggie Mee
(Warning: Super long entry, stay off if ur patience last less than 3 minutes. Yours sincerely will not be responsible for all damged computer parts)
hi everyone!! Henry Lamer is back and ready to rock the bloggy world!! woah.. feels really gd to sit in front of the computer, listening to my favourite music and letting my fingers fly across the keyboard. HAHA!! Anyway, i juz came back a couple of days ago from LTC, which stands for Leadership Training Camp. Although i dun hold any leadership positions, i was still asked to go, and i didnt regret one bit! Having read from my fren, Grace's blog, she said "i decided to blog cos i want to keep memories of it for the rest of my life." I totally agree with her. so i shall have this entry devoted specially to the camp. But instead of juz listing all the things that happen, i shall also include wat i have learnt. Here goes dudes(and dudettes):
18 nov
For me, LTC started on 18 nov, where all the campers were suppose to meet for a briefing and find out about the groupings and all the admin stuff. The whole camp was separated into 3 sub camps, Avalon, Tintagel and Camelot. In each sub camp there would be 4 groups. During that time, i met all my fellow groupmates. My groupmates and i were a bit shocked that Avelon was actually the final reasting place of King Arthur. Wat is that suppose to mean?!! A little disappointed that none of my classmates were in the same group as me. Vanessa and Chin ping were in the same group!! Lucky for them. They were in the same sub group as yee jin and grace which is tintagel whereas me and cheng en were in avalon. Avalon totally rocks la, best sub camp i wud say.
23 nov
Den at 23 nov, me, leon, alan and tie zheng came down to sch to do our beautiful flag. It was really super nice lor.. den yvonne pop by to help us design the words. Thankfully she appeared, if not the flag might not be as nice, did i say might? i mean it will not be as nice. She's really gd. So if u guys need help in writing cards or anything, find her. haha.. Btw, our code of honour is FAITH.
24 nov
The first day of our camp. We went down to the camp site which is Jalan bethera(something like that). After locating our bunks and tidying our stuff, everyone played some ice breaker games and self introduction. My group consisted of me, Alan, Leon, Joseph, Mubarak, Sithu, Tie Zheng, Yvonne and Xue wei. (i spent 30 seconds trying to find out why i only wrote 6 guys names when there are 7 guys in our grp. Den i realise "me" is also a guy") Avalon started the camp with DAY QUEST. The nine of us had to finish 7 bottles of 1.5L of water! Den, a few of us were suppose to draw some maps which the others will describe to us. My group, SIR GARETH, was the first grp to finish!! Yipee!! Den we ran out of the sch, feeling high. Den, we met some motorbikers who so kindly guided us on our way out of the camp site area. Upon reaching the bus stop, we waited for eternity for the bus to arrive. And by then, one other team caught up. Half way thru the bus ride, some one received an emergency call from mother nature. So we had to alight at a shopping centre so we can answer the call. Using our resourcefulness, we asked around for direction and took the LRT, which is actually the first time our big chest facilitator is taking it. haha..
Upon reaching our destination, we won ourselves a huge bar of chocolate as we were the first team to finish drinking water and drawing maps. We quickly found the bus going to our nxt destination and found one grp already waiting for the bus. Guess we made up for the lost time. When we reach West coast park, which was our final destination, we had to complete an obstacle course which was very fun and exciting. We came up with creative cheers such as "Y-VON-NE!" for yvonne and so on.. And we finished as first!! wuhoo!! After everyone finished the obstacle course, all of us set out to build our tents. There was confusion as most of the people were not outdoor people. I tried my best to help out as much as possible. Thankfully, we finished with the tents b4 the sun set. We continue with outdoor cooking where i finally tasted raw maggie mee. After our "delicious" dinner, we proceeded with NIGHT QUEST. My partner was Alan. I think that we had great teamwork even though our legs were binded and he was blindfold. I thank him for having faith in me. He trusted me and wasnt afraid to get dirty. I am really touched by his trust. thanks alan!!
Then. we had a bit of debriefing and it was lights out. I learnt a lot from sithu at that time. Coz me, leon and him were doing a bit of star gazing. Sithu is really gd! I learnt about orion, sirius, the hunter and stuff. Wud be useful in inpressing girls nxt time.. haha.. A bit stressed that nite coz i was trying to recall all the knots taught by my odac seniors which might be useful for rafting tml..
25 nov
We woke up at around 5 plus to pack up the tents, look for lost materials and area cleaning. I learnt that team work is very impt and being organised is also very impt. If not, time and manpower wud be wasted. We headed back to our camp site. Our activity today was rafting. However, me and tie zheng went to help out to wash the tents. Den we headed back to the rafting side, where i see my team mates woking together fixing our raft. I am really sorry i cud not recall any knots, so we juz "whack" our way thru and fixed our triangle raft. haha.. me, mubarak, joseph and leon were our group's sailors. We were the first grp to make it out to see and collect our clue!! everyone from our grp was cheering and feeling high.. haha.. wuhoo!! but, things did nto go as smoothly as we wanted to..
As we were heading back to shore, we started to paddle hard. But the more we paddle, the more we began to move backwards. haha.. until finally, we landed in a "parking lot" in a kelong. A while later, our whole grp and some teachers and our temporary grp member yi da came to help us dismantle the raft and carry the parts back to camp. But, we met another problem, we walked till we found a locked gate which cant be opened. me, joseph, tie zheng and sithu crawled under the gate and carry the stuff back while the others walked the long way back. After a while, we met a stampede of boys from our camp who generously volunteered to help us out. i am touched again..
After our wet lunch, we proceeded with kayak school which was taught by Mr tonny lim. After some theory, we organised ourselves and took the kayaks out one by one. We practice our strokes and were preparing for our capsize drill when...
Boom!! we heard a louder thunder and it soon started pouring. Many people were rushing back to shore, causing a bottleneck situation. I wan to thanks yvonne, who is my kayak partner for remaining calm and waiting for our turn to head back to shore. I am really impressed by her calmness. Thks yvonne!! once on shore, everyone help each other to carry the kayaks back and help each other out. Kayaking in a thunderstorm is fun though.. haha..
Den at nite, we played some guys which involves golliwogs i think.. haha.. i juz remembered a lot of pushing around. We were suppose to trust our teammates and juz fall into them. I think i trust them too much coz i fell down. haha.. Den, we played another game in which we shared our two weakness in which we hope to improve on. i didnt get to share mine coz of time constraint. But i still learn loads bout my fellow groupmates. Den it was slp time again. I slept beside sithu. And we crap alot.. haha.. me, joseph and sithu had sentry duty at around one plus.. once again, i was star gazing with sithu and i saw sirius, the second brightest star. the sky was filled with so many stars. my first time seeing so many stars in singapore.. ahhh.. and i invented my maggie mee cheer today. it goes like this: "When you think u very hungry(x2), and u wan some maggie mee(x2), and when u think u very hungry and u wan some maggie mee come to me!"(Sing in the tune of myjojo)
oh, and me and tie zheng officially became wat he called the "national washers" today, coz we helped others to wash their plates. haha.. he was also the national rinser..haha..
Before i continue with the next 2 days, for those who have been staring at this entry for the past few minutes, pls go take a break first b4 i continue.. thks for attention!!
26 nov
Once again, everyone woke up at 5 plus, feeling groggy and tired, everyone went for breakfast. After a quick breakfast and a prep talk by Ms Audrey, we went for our sea expedition. We started with some capsize drill. And my partner yvonne did fantastic! =) This expedition was fully organised by the campers. Joseph and xue wei were one of the pairs in charge and they rock! they did really well which contributed to the success of the expedition. Throughout the whole trip, i had only two things in mind: Focus and my source of motivation, which i kept in sight. Then i juz keep paddling and paddling. My partner yvonne also perservered throughout and i am really proud of her! i learnt that nothing is too tough, as long as ur mind is set out for it, anything can be done. Some of the people got their paddles confiscated and we have to work out ways to help them. Afew of the kayaks tried to help me and yvonne with some method which was really amusing but not exactly helpful. haha.. but i wanna thanks them all the same!! thanks guys!! We perservered and we finally completed the journey, feeling really satisfied. I am also very happy that i could see her most of the time! =) The teacher praised us for the job well done and of course, most of the credits shoud go to the organisers!! gd job guys!! I also learnt that teamwork and being organised is very impt.
After lunch(i realise every meal keeps getting better), we proceeded to our high elements stations and began with the balancing beam. It was a beam suspended in mid air. There is no support what so ever, so u juz had to rely on yourself and ur frenz to complete the beam. I feel guilty that i didnt put my whole heart in believing my teammates, coz i was afraid of falling of the beam, and my legs keep trembling. But slowly but surely, i walked out onto the beam, still having focus and my source of motivation in my mind. I also felt safe that my frenz were below me, not letting go and giving me support.
Den, we proceeded with some transverse thing. I didnt get to try it, but i tried out as the belayer, the supporter, the rope man and the anchorman. haha.. it was very challeging as each role all required 110 percent concentration. Our big chest facil even challenged some of my teamates to blindfold, to skip a few ropes and stuff.. but all my teammates succeeded. yipee!! From this, i learnt that it is important to have faith in ur teammates, faith in yourself.
After dinner, we continued with our finale nite preparation. Our group and sir perceival had decided to do some snow white skit with her i pod video. it is funny to a certain extent.. anyway, after that, we had some debrief by our facils and we went to slp. Cheo hao, switched in his radio which was in built in his torch and everyone screamed at him to change frequency coz he was listening to those songs that no one listens to at our age. I went down to join him below our bunks, slping out in the open as it was our last nite in this campsite, think i may miss it.. haha.. it was cooling, but u have more frenz with wings and stings. oh ya, my grp, being the most unique grp, took our grp photo at the kayak shed.. haha..
27 nov
Last day in this camp site, we woke up, had our breakfast and continued with the high elements. We did, rock wall climbing, vertical challenge, some log thing and abseiling. Due to our previous nite debriefing, our grp was more enthu as we know we had to generate some ripple effect. we started with abseiling, where everyone were given challenges by our fellow teammates. Mine was to sing the maggie mee cheer in the middle of the wall. haha.. after that, we went for the vertical challenge, where most of the guys who attempted had a hard time, like wat tie zheng said, our "family jewels" were in pain.. both yvonne and xue wei who tried were really brave, and all of us shouted till we are hoarse to cheer them on.. gd job girls!! den we went to the artificial rock wall which only me and mubarak completed. it required team work coz it cannot be completed alone. But still, everyone put in a lot of effort to complete it!! gd job!! The log thing i didnt try due to lack of time, but i guess its really easy coz i see my teammates, singing, cheering, hopping across the log, backward and forward. haha..
Den we headed for lunch, where dear leon shared with me the same plate for the dunno how many time. haha.. after lunch, everyone packed up, did some area cleaning and left the campsite!! We headed back to ny for debriefing. But sadly, i missed it coz i got some finale nite duties. Den after dinner, we did a bit more practice, some last minute changes, and we were off! My grp did alright, was funny and lame at the same time. Other groups were also quite amusing.. haha.. Den it was the best knight thing, which i had a part to play. I wan to thank all my grpmates for believing in me. I cant really rmb myself doing anything but thks alot guys! And i forgot to mention, i screwed up the first cheer which i lead the whole avelon to do. It was a spelling cheer. Den i spelled avalon as AVELON instead of AVALON. Stupid me..
Den after everything, we celebrated mrs lee's birthday, there were about a few hundred of us.. haha.. so cool la!! our grp gathered together after that, said unwilling goodbyes and one by one left.. so sad la..
Now after sharing all the events, time for reflections..
I guess these four days changed me as a person. Firstly, i made really alot of new frenships. I made a lot of new frenz and strengthen old ones.. really proud of myself on achieving that.. Secondly, Sir Gareth, they are the main reason that i enjoyed my camp so much. We are so bonded, so together, conflicts is practically non-existent and we are really like brothers and sisters. i really felt very close to them.. it's like we were meant to be frenz ever since we were born, no kidding.. Thanks guys for all u have given me!! i really did not regret meeting them, it is my greatest joy to do so..
Also, i learnt more about myself and learnt new skills in this camp. I learnt to be even more sociable, i learnt to be focus as nothing will stop me then, i learnt to take initiative and volunteer myself. I learnt the importance of teamwork and togetherness. I learnt the importance of sacrifce and having faith in urself and ppl around you. I learnt alot, really alot. I wan to thanks the teachers who organised this camp and made it into such a success. Thks alot teachers! this is truely an experience i will nvr forget!! thks to everyone involved!!
Oh ya, how can i forget? I wan to thank Audrey, Swee Nee and Chun Xu for being our big brother and sisters, guiding us, offering us advice and encouragement throughout the camp.
I wan to thank Ms Audrey, Ms Koh and all the other teachers who helped out in this camp, making it such a success.
I also wan to thank the the eight most impt ppl in this camp(other than her):
Leon baby!!: hey man.. watever i wan to say to you is all in that paper. but juz wanna add that dun qing cai anymore k? haha.. time to be serious and make it big man!! really enjoyed ur company and especially those times when we share the same plate. haha.. jia you!!
Tie zheng brudda: Hey dude, u are really a damn gd fren la.. i really dunno wat to say to you coz words isnt enuff to describe wat i wan to say.. i am not gay k? haha.. jia you for nxt yr k? and treat ur life as a race: finish it with ur heart.
Joseph dude: Hey man.. impressed with ur organising ability bro.. still say u cant organise.. rubbish.. haha.. all the best k? thks for appreciating my crap!! haha..
Sithu man: Wow.. ur sarcasm and ur style with words is something i had not been able to experience all my life. its really cool la!! u gotta teach me someday man!! keep doing ur thing and lived on dude!!
Mubarak monkey: haha.. i guess i am probabaly the only one who believes u ahve a fear of heights. haha.. but nevertheless, gd job on conquering ur fear. i will make sure i learn from u and make myself a better person.. all the best!!
Yvonne, my kayak partner: without you, i wud not have learnt one very big error of mine, which is to do things without thinking. thks for being there when i made that mistake during the expedition. ur perserverance throughout the expedition also made me do my best so as not to disappoint you. thks for ur calmness and ur courage.. u have my respect!! rocks!!
Xue wei: cant think of a suitable nickname.. haha.. anyway, i am also very very impressed with ur courage, especially during the time when u pushed on during the vertical challenge, it really touched my heart that u were so trong and courageous throughout. i have a lot to learn from u girl.. ur sense of responsibility and ur organising skills also impressed me.. jia you and i am sure u will do well in whatever you do!!
Alan boy: Thks for hving faith in me during the nite quest. It really meant alot to me for someone to put so much trust in me. thks for being so enthusiastic always and always so generous in sharing ur stuff with us.. really enjoyed ur company!!
To sir gareth, once again.. a super big thank you! super super big!! coz i really dunno how will the camp be like without u guys!! really!! thks alot!! words cant say much so i hope u guys understand.. we muz keep in contact and meet up sometime k!! miss u guys!!! Rmb, everything juz WHACK AH!!!
那堵墙,还是那么的坚固。。。
不问你为何流眼泪
不在乎你心里还有谁
且让我给你安慰
不论结局是喜是悲
走过千山万水
在我心里你永远是那么美
既然爱了就不后悔
再多的苦我也愿意背
我的爱如潮水
爱如潮水将我向你推
紧紧跟随
爱如潮水它将你我包围
我再也不愿见你在深夜里买醉
不愿别的男人见识你的妩媚
你该知道这样会让我心碎
答应我你从此不在深夜里徘徊
不要轻易尝试放纵的滋味
你可知道这样会让我心碎
既然爱了就无怨无悔
再多的苦我也愿意背
我的爱如潮水
爱如潮水将我向你推
紧紧跟随
爱如潮水它将你我包围
哈利拉米与他的白雪公主
大家好!我猜你们一定是第一次看到我用华文来写我的博客。知道原因吗?因为我今天想要说点废话。所以我希望没有这么多人来看我的博客。希望每个人都懒惰翻译这篇小文章。
心情那么的沉重。
心那么得痛。
还没被拒绝。
但是该做得都没做,不该做的却又通通做了。
真没用。
你到底喜欢什么?你能告诉我吗?我对你的感情已经无法用言语来形容了。
我付出得不够吗?
我知道我做错了许多事。但是我只希望你能给我一个机会,打破那似乎无人能打破的铁墙。
我真的希望能认识你多一些。
每次看到你,我平时的自信似乎完全消失。在你面前,我永远都是不完美的。因为我知道,只要你存在的那一天,没有能够比你更完美。
也许你认为我说的话都很虚伪,很假。但是,无论如何,我对你的感情一定是真的。如果我说的话有一句假话,但愿我死无葬身之地。
给我你的爱让我陪着你去未来
给我你的爱手拉着手不放开
就算宇宙爆炸海水都蒸发
只愿你的记忆里有我的拥抱
我的最大幸褔是发现了我爱你 。。。
Henry Lamer and NY 124
hi everyone.. i am back to post a new entry.. before i begin on wat i wan to say, i think i should warn u all first.. i am going to blog bout my pw matters, juz like thousands out there who have already done it.. therefore, u can leave now after reading juz three lines.. haha.. so here goes..
Well, the pw thingy has ended. Is that a gd thing or a bad thing? Well, it cud be both. Depending which perspectives u see things from.. Guess i will miss it coz it integrated into my life for this entire year and i have to say it has been an interesting experience, not only becoz of how it is an interesting way to take a exam, but also becoz of the following people, whom i have seen more frequent than i see myself in the mirror.. In no particular order, they are:
Samuel- The Vocal One( u know wat i mean.. haha..)
well, at the beginning of the year, we had to choose a leader. Fate has decided that this gentleman with "outstanding" hair( literally) would be our leader. Thru this pw experience, i had learnt more about him, his life and so on.
"Samuel, i want to thank you for your sense of reponsiblity that u have displayed throughout this project. I also want to thank you for the warmth that u have shown in generously sponsoring ur home as our project headquarters. And at the same time, showering us with ur large supply of tidbits and providing us with a sixth member. Thank you for ur democracy shown during our meetings and yet the decivesiveness that was always so impt in some situations. And finally pls do not forget, FEASIBILITY.."
Cheng En- The Meticulous One
she was our secretary, the one who has to write the minutes, keep our project work file, keep our project work jotter book etc. She is therefore special. Coz she cannot dun turn up for meeting. Coz the guys wun usually write the minutes. haha.. Occasionally, grace help her to write.. haha..
"Cheng en, thanks for helping us to write the minutes, keep the project work file, the jotter book and everything. Thanks for putting up wif all the nonsense the guys come up with, mostly my crap and my lousy jokes.. Thanks for all your effort being put into this project. and thanks for juz being there.. "
Grace- The Silent One
haha.. I guess this is juz from my point of view. She always seem to be thinking deeply(or stoning). Therefore, always so quiet and silent. But the fact that whenever she speaks, something constructive can always be heard, makes her.. cool( is this the rite word?)
" Grace, thanks for being the "mastermind" of our group. As in, if not for u, we would not have an idea on wat topic we can use for our project. Thanks for contributing all the wonderful ideas that no one seem to be able to think of. Thanks for putting up with the guys but more of my crap and nonsense.. haha.. Thanks for sponsoring ur home once and also times when u take home the bulky giant brochure or the project work file."
Ren Jie- The Busy One
haha.. wat can i say.. he is my gd fren and my pw mate, and "our second speaker".. haha.. Quiet he maybe, but u can always count on him to provide you with courage for things u dun dare to... Also, if u need help on hand gestures for ur presentation or anything, u can learn from him.. haha..
"Ren Jie, Thanks for putting ur colourful life aside for the sake of the boring and mundane PW. Thanks for reducing ur body movements by such a large amount for the OP. To be honest, u really inspired me alot. I now truely understand the adidas motto. I learnt a lot from you. Thanks for sharing with me all ur stuff and thanks for listening to mine.. Lastly, thanks for all the sacrifices u have made for pw. Really respect you for that.. "
phew.. i am done thanking.. If u are still reading this and u are not one of the people i mention above but yet u are in my class, u wud say "Dang, henry! aren't u gonna thank me?" Hmmm.. guess i shud.. haha..
Last but certainly not the least,
0626, the special ones..
"Hey guys( and girls), thanks for making this pw journey such a colourful one. It is heartening to know that while u sweat it out trying to complete this journey, 23 others are with you, beating the same heartbeat and dropping the same sweat. Thanks for displaying the true class spirit by helping each other out during the most difficult times.. The fact that every single one of us have actually done at least 5 surveys, slept together(oops, sounds wrong) in a lecture hall and tutorial room, looked at five different presentations many times, offering so many comments to each other and sang believing songs for our 2 in 1 teacher.. All these, adds up to one thing,
0626
Thanks guys(and girls)
for everything..
=)
PW, GOODBYE AND THE ONLY PLACE I WISH TO SEE YOU IN WOULD BE MY MEMORIES, NOT MY BAG.
SEE YA!!!
Henry Lamer and the lame quiz
hi dudes.. i am here to update again.. clearly as my fren shi yi mentioned, no one seem to have left any criticisms of me on my tagboard and i have not received any emails either.. dun be shy leh guys.. i really wun kill u all if u tell me.. haha.. anyway, i was tagged by my frenz to do a lame quiz thing.. here goes..
ONE. Think of 15 short bits of interestingstuff about yourself. And they've gotta be true.
TWO. Come up with 5 false statementsregarding yourself, but for fun's sakekeep them in the threshold of believability.
THREE. Jumble them all up togetherand list them in any order.
FOUR. Post them on your blog andlet people guess which the five false ones are!
FIVE. Get 5 others to do the same.
here we go:
1) I had a crush in every year of my schooling career. =p
2) I was born in new zealand.
3) I love every colour.
4) I was the champion in a singing contest.
5) My ultimate dream is world peace.
6) I like everyone.
7) I collect glass bottles, phone cards and bus tickets.
8) My famous quote involves girls.
9) I love sports.
10) My favourite veggie is bitter gourd.
11) I once got an A for my physics.
12) I went to a polytechnic once for a date.
13) I don't have a crush this year.
14) I have 3 of Jay Chou's album.
15) I have a Canadian cousin.
16) I appeared on national tv for 10 times.
17) I played the chinese flute.
18) I drove a motor vehicle in China.
19) I like the cartoon series, Justice League.
tagged: If you are reading this, u are tagged. If u are not reading this, u are still tagged. So you better do it.. "You" means anyone who read this..
Henry Lamer
hi everyone.. i know its been some time since i last blogged.. coz my internet connection kinda broken down.. so cant use the net.. anyway, i have really no idea wat to blog about.. so i shall keep this entry super short.. juz want to make an announcement:
To all my frenz and people who know me,
I know this sounds weird but..
Please post criticisms of me on my tagboard as often as u can. Coz i need it for self reflection.. If it is not convenient u can send me an email at harrypotter_gang@hotmail.com..
Thanks.. do not feel alarm.. i swear i am not joking.. please do it.. spread this msg to others who know me.. thks.. if i dun receive any criticisms, i will juz take it i am perfect.. haha..
THANKS!!!
I've got a piece of paper; But it's Empty
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Thursday, November 30, 2006 ( 10:49 AM )
Henry Lamer and the Fellowship Of The Maggie Mee
(Warning: Super long entry, stay off if ur patience last less than 3 minutes. Yours sincerely will not be responsible for all damged computer parts)
hi everyone!! Henry Lamer is back and ready to rock the bloggy world!! woah.. feels really gd to sit in front of the computer, listening to my favourite music and letting my fingers fly across the keyboard. HAHA!! Anyway, i juz came back a couple of days ago from LTC, which stands for Leadership Training Camp. Although i dun hold any leadership positions, i was still asked to go, and i didnt regret one bit! Having read from my fren, Grace's blog, she said "i decided to blog cos i want to keep memories of it for the rest of my life." I totally agree with her. so i shall have this entry devoted specially to the camp. But instead of juz listing all the things that happen, i shall also include wat i have learnt. Here goes dudes(and dudettes):
18 nov
For me, LTC started on 18 nov, where all the campers were suppose to meet for a briefing and find out about the groupings and all the admin stuff. The whole camp was separated into 3 sub camps, Avalon, Tintagel and Camelot. In each sub camp there would be 4 groups. During that time, i met all my fellow groupmates. My groupmates and i were a bit shocked that Avelon was actually the final reasting place of King Arthur. Wat is that suppose to mean?!! A little disappointed that none of my classmates were in the same group as me. Vanessa and Chin ping were in the same group!! Lucky for them. They were in the same sub group as yee jin and grace which is tintagel whereas me and cheng en were in avalon. Avalon totally rocks la, best sub camp i wud say.
23 nov
Den at 23 nov, me, leon, alan and tie zheng came down to sch to do our beautiful flag. It was really super nice lor.. den yvonne pop by to help us design the words. Thankfully she appeared, if not the flag might not be as nice, did i say might? i mean it will not be as nice. She's really gd. So if u guys need help in writing cards or anything, find her. haha.. Btw, our code of honour is FAITH.
24 nov
The first day of our camp. We went down to the camp site which is Jalan bethera(something like that). After locating our bunks and tidying our stuff, everyone played some ice breaker games and self introduction. My group consisted of me, Alan, Leon, Joseph, Mubarak, Sithu, Tie Zheng, Yvonne and Xue wei. (i spent 30 seconds trying to find out why i only wrote 6 guys names when there are 7 guys in our grp. Den i realise "me" is also a guy") Avalon started the camp with DAY QUEST. The nine of us had to finish 7 bottles of 1.5L of water! Den, a few of us were suppose to draw some maps which the others will describe to us. My group, SIR GARETH, was the first grp to finish!! Yipee!! Den we ran out of the sch, feeling high. Den, we met some motorbikers who so kindly guided us on our way out of the camp site area. Upon reaching the bus stop, we waited for eternity for the bus to arrive. And by then, one other team caught up. Half way thru the bus ride, some one received an emergency call from mother nature. So we had to alight at a shopping centre so we can answer the call. Using our resourcefulness, we asked around for direction and took the LRT, which is actually the first time our big chest facilitator is taking it. haha..
Upon reaching our destination, we won ourselves a huge bar of chocolate as we were the first team to finish drinking water and drawing maps. We quickly found the bus going to our nxt destination and found one grp already waiting for the bus. Guess we made up for the lost time. When we reach West coast park, which was our final destination, we had to complete an obstacle course which was very fun and exciting. We came up with creative cheers such as "Y-VON-NE!" for yvonne and so on.. And we finished as first!! wuhoo!! After everyone finished the obstacle course, all of us set out to build our tents. There was confusion as most of the people were not outdoor people. I tried my best to help out as much as possible. Thankfully, we finished with the tents b4 the sun set. We continue with outdoor cooking where i finally tasted raw maggie mee. After our "delicious" dinner, we proceeded with NIGHT QUEST. My partner was Alan. I think that we had great teamwork even though our legs were binded and he was blindfold. I thank him for having faith in me. He trusted me and wasnt afraid to get dirty. I am really touched by his trust. thanks alan!!
Then. we had a bit of debriefing and it was lights out. I learnt a lot from sithu at that time. Coz me, leon and him were doing a bit of star gazing. Sithu is really gd! I learnt about orion, sirius, the hunter and stuff. Wud be useful in inpressing girls nxt time.. haha.. A bit stressed that nite coz i was trying to recall all the knots taught by my odac seniors which might be useful for rafting tml..
25 nov
We woke up at around 5 plus to pack up the tents, look for lost materials and area cleaning. I learnt that team work is very impt and being organised is also very impt. If not, time and manpower wud be wasted. We headed back to our camp site. Our activity today was rafting. However, me and tie zheng went to help out to wash the tents. Den we headed back to the rafting side, where i see my team mates woking together fixing our raft. I am really sorry i cud not recall any knots, so we juz "whack" our way thru and fixed our triangle raft. haha.. me, mubarak, joseph and leon were our group's sailors. We were the first grp to make it out to see and collect our clue!! everyone from our grp was cheering and feeling high.. haha.. wuhoo!! but, things did nto go as smoothly as we wanted to..
As we were heading back to shore, we started to paddle hard. But the more we paddle, the more we began to move backwards. haha.. until finally, we landed in a "parking lot" in a kelong. A while later, our whole grp and some teachers and our temporary grp member yi da came to help us dismantle the raft and carry the parts back to camp. But, we met another problem, we walked till we found a locked gate which cant be opened. me, joseph, tie zheng and sithu crawled under the gate and carry the stuff back while the others walked the long way back. After a while, we met a stampede of boys from our camp who generously volunteered to help us out. i am touched again..
After our wet lunch, we proceeded with kayak school which was taught by Mr tonny lim. After some theory, we organised ourselves and took the kayaks out one by one. We practice our strokes and were preparing for our capsize drill when...
Boom!! we heard a louder thunder and it soon started pouring. Many people were rushing back to shore, causing a bottleneck situation. I wan to thanks yvonne, who is my kayak partner for remaining calm and waiting for our turn to head back to shore. I am really impressed by her calmness. Thks yvonne!! once on shore, everyone help each other to carry the kayaks back and help each other out. Kayaking in a thunderstorm is fun though.. haha..
Den at nite, we played some guys which involves golliwogs i think.. haha.. i juz remembered a lot of pushing around. We were suppose to trust our teammates and juz fall into them. I think i trust them too much coz i fell down. haha.. Den, we played another game in which we shared our two weakness in which we hope to improve on. i didnt get to share mine coz of time constraint. But i still learn loads bout my fellow groupmates. Den it was slp time again. I slept beside sithu. And we crap alot.. haha.. me, joseph and sithu had sentry duty at around one plus.. once again, i was star gazing with sithu and i saw sirius, the second brightest star. the sky was filled with so many stars. my first time seeing so many stars in singapore.. ahhh.. and i invented my maggie mee cheer today. it goes like this: "When you think u very hungry(x2), and u wan some maggie mee(x2), and when u think u very hungry and u wan some maggie mee come to me!"(Sing in the tune of myjojo)
oh, and me and tie zheng officially became wat he called the "national washers" today, coz we helped others to wash their plates. haha.. he was also the national rinser..haha..
Before i continue with the next 2 days, for those who have been staring at this entry for the past few minutes, pls go take a break first b4 i continue.. thks for attention!!
26 nov
Once again, everyone woke up at 5 plus, feeling groggy and tired, everyone went for breakfast. After a quick breakfast and a prep talk by Ms Audrey, we went for our sea expedition. We started with some capsize drill. And my partner yvonne did fantastic! =) This expedition was fully organised by the campers. Joseph and xue wei were one of the pairs in charge and they rock! they did really well which contributed to the success of the expedition. Throughout the whole trip, i had only two things in mind: Focus and my source of motivation, which i kept in sight. Then i juz keep paddling and paddling. My partner yvonne also perservered throughout and i am really proud of her! i learnt that nothing is too tough, as long as ur mind is set out for it, anything can be done. Some of the people got their paddles confiscated and we have to work out ways to help them. Afew of the kayaks tried to help me and yvonne with some method which was really amusing but not exactly helpful. haha.. but i wanna thanks them all the same!! thanks guys!! We perservered and we finally completed the journey, feeling really satisfied. I am also very happy that i could see her most of the time! =) The teacher praised us for the job well done and of course, most of the credits shoud go to the organisers!! gd job guys!! I also learnt that teamwork and being organised is very impt.
After lunch(i realise every meal keeps getting better), we proceeded to our high elements stations and began with the balancing beam. It was a beam suspended in mid air. There is no support what so ever, so u juz had to rely on yourself and ur frenz to complete the beam. I feel guilty that i didnt put my whole heart in believing my teammates, coz i was afraid of falling of the beam, and my legs keep trembling. But slowly but surely, i walked out onto the beam, still having focus and my source of motivation in my mind. I also felt safe that my frenz were below me, not letting go and giving me support.
Den, we proceeded with some transverse thing. I didnt get to try it, but i tried out as the belayer, the supporter, the rope man and the anchorman. haha.. it was very challeging as each role all required 110 percent concentration. Our big chest facil even challenged some of my teamates to blindfold, to skip a few ropes and stuff.. but all my teammates succeeded. yipee!! From this, i learnt that it is important to have faith in ur teammates, faith in yourself.
After dinner, we continued with our finale nite preparation. Our group and sir perceival had decided to do some snow white skit with her i pod video. it is funny to a certain extent.. anyway, after that, we had some debrief by our facils and we went to slp. Cheo hao, switched in his radio which was in built in his torch and everyone screamed at him to change frequency coz he was listening to those songs that no one listens to at our age. I went down to join him below our bunks, slping out in the open as it was our last nite in this campsite, think i may miss it.. haha.. it was cooling, but u have more frenz with wings and stings. oh ya, my grp, being the most unique grp, took our grp photo at the kayak shed.. haha..
27 nov
Last day in this camp site, we woke up, had our breakfast and continued with the high elements. We did, rock wall climbing, vertical challenge, some log thing and abseiling. Due to our previous nite debriefing, our grp was more enthu as we know we had to generate some ripple effect. we started with abseiling, where everyone were given challenges by our fellow teammates. Mine was to sing the maggie mee cheer in the middle of the wall. haha.. after that, we went for the vertical challenge, where most of the guys who attempted had a hard time, like wat tie zheng said, our "family jewels" were in pain.. both yvonne and xue wei who tried were really brave, and all of us shouted till we are hoarse to cheer them on.. gd job girls!! den we went to the artificial rock wall which only me and mubarak completed. it required team work coz it cannot be completed alone. But still, everyone put in a lot of effort to complete it!! gd job!! The log thing i didnt try due to lack of time, but i guess its really easy coz i see my teammates, singing, cheering, hopping across the log, backward and forward. haha..
Den we headed for lunch, where dear leon shared with me the same plate for the dunno how many time. haha.. after lunch, everyone packed up, did some area cleaning and left the campsite!! We headed back to ny for debriefing. But sadly, i missed it coz i got some finale nite duties. Den after dinner, we did a bit more practice, some last minute changes, and we were off! My grp did alright, was funny and lame at the same time. Other groups were also quite amusing.. haha.. Den it was the best knight thing, which i had a part to play. I wan to thank all my grpmates for believing in me. I cant really rmb myself doing anything but thks alot guys! And i forgot to mention, i screwed up the first cheer which i lead the whole avelon to do. It was a spelling cheer. Den i spelled avalon as AVELON instead of AVALON. Stupid me..
Den after everything, we celebrated mrs lee's birthday, there were about a few hundred of us.. haha.. so cool la!! our grp gathered together after that, said unwilling goodbyes and one by one left.. so sad la..
Now after sharing all the events, time for reflections..
I guess these four days changed me as a person. Firstly, i made really alot of new frenships. I made a lot of new frenz and strengthen old ones.. really proud of myself on achieving that.. Secondly, Sir Gareth, they are the main reason that i enjoyed my camp so much. We are so bonded, so together, conflicts is practically non-existent and we are really like brothers and sisters. i really felt very close to them.. it's like we were meant to be frenz ever since we were born, no kidding.. Thanks guys for all u have given me!! i really did not regret meeting them, it is my greatest joy to do so..
Also, i learnt more about myself and learnt new skills in this camp. I learnt to be even more sociable, i learnt to be focus as nothing will stop me then, i learnt to take initiative and volunteer myself. I learnt the importance of teamwork and togetherness. I learnt the importance of sacrifce and having faith in urself and ppl around you. I learnt alot, really alot. I wan to thanks the teachers who organised this camp and made it into such a success. Thks alot teachers! this is truely an experience i will nvr forget!! thks to everyone involved!!
Oh ya, how can i forget? I wan to thank Audrey, Swee Nee and Chun Xu for being our big brother and sisters, guiding us, offering us advice and encouragement throughout the camp.
I wan to thank Ms Audrey, Ms Koh and all the other teachers who helped out in this camp, making it such a success.
I also wan to thank the the eight most impt ppl in this camp(other than her):
Leon baby!!: hey man.. watever i wan to say to you is all in that paper. but juz wanna add that dun qing cai anymore k? haha.. time to be serious and make it big man!! really enjoyed ur company and especially those times when we share the same plate. haha.. jia you!!
Tie zheng brudda: Hey dude, u are really a damn gd fren la.. i really dunno wat to say to you coz words isnt enuff to describe wat i wan to say.. i am not gay k? haha.. jia you for nxt yr k? and treat ur life as a race: finish it with ur heart.
Joseph dude: Hey man.. impressed with ur organising ability bro.. still say u cant organise.. rubbish.. haha.. all the best k? thks for appreciating my crap!! haha..
Sithu man: Wow.. ur sarcasm and ur style with words is something i had not been able to experience all my life. its really cool la!! u gotta teach me someday man!! keep doing ur thing and lived on dude!!
Mubarak monkey: haha.. i guess i am probabaly the only one who believes u ahve a fear of heights. haha.. but nevertheless, gd job on conquering ur fear. i will make sure i learn from u and make myself a better person.. all the best!!
Yvonne, my kayak partner: without you, i wud not have learnt one very big error of mine, which is to do things without thinking. thks for being there when i made that mistake during the expedition. ur perserverance throughout the expedition also made me do my best so as not to disappoint you. thks for ur calmness and ur courage.. u have my respect!! rocks!!
Xue wei: cant think of a suitable nickname.. haha.. anyway, i am also very very impressed with ur courage, especially during the time when u pushed on during the vertical challenge, it really touched my heart that u were so trong and courageous throughout. i have a lot to learn from u girl.. ur sense of responsibility and ur organising skills also impressed me.. jia you and i am sure u will do well in whatever you do!!
Alan boy: Thks for hving faith in me during the nite quest. It really meant alot to me for someone to put so much trust in me. thks for being so enthusiastic always and always so generous in sharing ur stuff with us.. really enjoyed ur company!!
To sir gareth, once again.. a super big thank you! super super big!! coz i really dunno how will the camp be like without u guys!! really!! thks alot!! words cant say much so i hope u guys understand.. we muz keep in contact and meet up sometime k!! miss u guys!!! Rmb, everything juz WHACK AH!!!
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Monday, November 20, 2006 ( 7:07 AM )
那堵墙,还是那么的坚固。。。
不问你为何流眼泪
不在乎你心里还有谁
且让我给你安慰
不论结局是喜是悲
走过千山万水
在我心里你永远是那么美
既然爱了就不后悔
再多的苦我也愿意背
我的爱如潮水
爱如潮水将我向你推
紧紧跟随
爱如潮水它将你我包围
我再也不愿见你在深夜里买醉
不愿别的男人见识你的妩媚
你该知道这样会让我心碎
答应我你从此不在深夜里徘徊
不要轻易尝试放纵的滋味
你可知道这样会让我心碎
既然爱了就无怨无悔
再多的苦我也愿意背
我的爱如潮水
爱如潮水将我向你推
紧紧跟随
爱如潮水它将你我包围
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Friday, November 17, 2006 ( 11:17 PM )
哈利拉米与他的白雪公主
大家好!我猜你们一定是第一次看到我用华文来写我的博客。知道原因吗?因为我今天想要说点废话。所以我希望没有这么多人来看我的博客。希望每个人都懒惰翻译这篇小文章。
心情那么的沉重。
心那么得痛。
还没被拒绝。
但是该做得都没做,不该做的却又通通做了。
真没用。
你到底喜欢什么?你能告诉我吗?我对你的感情已经无法用言语来形容了。
我付出得不够吗?
我知道我做错了许多事。但是我只希望你能给我一个机会,打破那似乎无人能打破的铁墙。
我真的希望能认识你多一些。
每次看到你,我平时的自信似乎完全消失。在你面前,我永远都是不完美的。因为我知道,只要你存在的那一天,没有能够比你更完美。
也许你认为我说的话都很虚伪,很假。但是,无论如何,我对你的感情一定是真的。如果我说的话有一句假话,但愿我死无葬身之地。
给我你的爱让我陪着你去未来
给我你的爱手拉着手不放开
就算宇宙爆炸海水都蒸发
只愿你的记忆里有我的拥抱
我的最大幸褔是发现了我爱你 。。。
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Sunday, November 12, 2006 ( 12:07 AM )
Henry Lamer and NY 124
hi everyone.. i am back to post a new entry.. before i begin on wat i wan to say, i think i should warn u all first.. i am going to blog bout my pw matters, juz like thousands out there who have already done it.. therefore, u can leave now after reading juz three lines.. haha.. so here goes..
Well, the pw thingy has ended. Is that a gd thing or a bad thing? Well, it cud be both. Depending which perspectives u see things from.. Guess i will miss it coz it integrated into my life for this entire year and i have to say it has been an interesting experience, not only becoz of how it is an interesting way to take a exam, but also becoz of the following people, whom i have seen more frequent than i see myself in the mirror.. In no particular order, they are:
Samuel- The Vocal One( u know wat i mean.. haha..)
well, at the beginning of the year, we had to choose a leader. Fate has decided that this gentleman with "outstanding" hair( literally) would be our leader. Thru this pw experience, i had learnt more about him, his life and so on.
"Samuel, i want to thank you for your sense of reponsiblity that u have displayed throughout this project. I also want to thank you for the warmth that u have shown in generously sponsoring ur home as our project headquarters. And at the same time, showering us with ur large supply of tidbits and providing us with a sixth member. Thank you for ur democracy shown during our meetings and yet the decivesiveness that was always so impt in some situations. And finally pls do not forget, FEASIBILITY.."
Cheng En- The Meticulous One
she was our secretary, the one who has to write the minutes, keep our project work file, keep our project work jotter book etc. She is therefore special. Coz she cannot dun turn up for meeting. Coz the guys wun usually write the minutes. haha.. Occasionally, grace help her to write.. haha..
"Cheng en, thanks for helping us to write the minutes, keep the project work file, the jotter book and everything. Thanks for putting up wif all the nonsense the guys come up with, mostly my crap and my lousy jokes.. Thanks for all your effort being put into this project. and thanks for juz being there.. "
Grace- The Silent One
haha.. I guess this is juz from my point of view. She always seem to be thinking deeply(or stoning). Therefore, always so quiet and silent. But the fact that whenever she speaks, something constructive can always be heard, makes her.. cool( is this the rite word?)
" Grace, thanks for being the "mastermind" of our group. As in, if not for u, we would not have an idea on wat topic we can use for our project. Thanks for contributing all the wonderful ideas that no one seem to be able to think of. Thanks for putting up with the guys but more of my crap and nonsense.. haha.. Thanks for sponsoring ur home once and also times when u take home the bulky giant brochure or the project work file."
Ren Jie- The Busy One
haha.. wat can i say.. he is my gd fren and my pw mate, and "our second speaker".. haha.. Quiet he maybe, but u can always count on him to provide you with courage for things u dun dare to... Also, if u need help on hand gestures for ur presentation or anything, u can learn from him.. haha..
"Ren Jie, Thanks for putting ur colourful life aside for the sake of the boring and mundane PW. Thanks for reducing ur body movements by such a large amount for the OP. To be honest, u really inspired me alot. I now truely understand the adidas motto. I learnt a lot from you. Thanks for sharing with me all ur stuff and thanks for listening to mine.. Lastly, thanks for all the sacrifices u have made for pw. Really respect you for that.. "
phew.. i am done thanking.. If u are still reading this and u are not one of the people i mention above but yet u are in my class, u wud say "Dang, henry! aren't u gonna thank me?" Hmmm.. guess i shud.. haha..
Last but certainly not the least,
0626, the special ones..
"Hey guys( and girls), thanks for making this pw journey such a colourful one. It is heartening to know that while u sweat it out trying to complete this journey, 23 others are with you, beating the same heartbeat and dropping the same sweat. Thanks for displaying the true class spirit by helping each other out during the most difficult times.. The fact that every single one of us have actually done at least 5 surveys, slept together(oops, sounds wrong) in a lecture hall and tutorial room, looked at five different presentations many times, offering so many comments to each other and sang believing songs for our 2 in 1 teacher.. All these, adds up to one thing,
0626
Thanks guys(and girls)
for everything..
=)
PW, GOODBYE AND THE ONLY PLACE I WISH TO SEE YOU IN WOULD BE MY MEMORIES, NOT MY BAG.
SEE YA!!!
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Thursday, November 09, 2006 ( 5:37 PM )
Henry Lamer and the lame quiz
hi dudes.. i am here to update again.. clearly as my fren shi yi mentioned, no one seem to have left any criticisms of me on my tagboard and i have not received any emails either.. dun be shy leh guys.. i really wun kill u all if u tell me.. haha.. anyway, i was tagged by my frenz to do a lame quiz thing.. here goes..
ONE. Think of 15 short bits of interestingstuff about yourself. And they've gotta be true.
TWO. Come up with 5 false statementsregarding yourself, but for fun's sakekeep them in the threshold of believability.
THREE. Jumble them all up togetherand list them in any order.
FOUR. Post them on your blog andlet people guess which the five false ones are!
FIVE. Get 5 others to do the same.
here we go:
1) I had a crush in every year of my schooling career. =p
2) I was born in new zealand.
3) I love every colour.
4) I was the champion in a singing contest.
5) My ultimate dream is world peace.
6) I like everyone.
7) I collect glass bottles, phone cards and bus tickets.
8) My famous quote involves girls.
9) I love sports.
10) My favourite veggie is bitter gourd.
11) I once got an A for my physics.
12) I went to a polytechnic once for a date.
13) I don't have a crush this year.
14) I have 3 of Jay Chou's album.
15) I have a Canadian cousin.
16) I appeared on national tv for 10 times.
17) I played the chinese flute.
18) I drove a motor vehicle in China.
19) I like the cartoon series, Justice League.
tagged: If you are reading this, u are tagged. If u are not reading this, u are still tagged. So you better do it.. "You" means anyone who read this..
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Sunday, November 05, 2006 ( 2:55 AM )
Henry Lamer
hi everyone.. i know its been some time since i last blogged.. coz my internet connection kinda broken down.. so cant use the net.. anyway, i have really no idea wat to blog about.. so i shall keep this entry super short.. juz want to make an announcement:
To all my frenz and people who know me,
I know this sounds weird but..
Please post criticisms of me on my tagboard as often as u can. Coz i need it for self reflection.. If it is not convenient u can send me an email at harrypotter_gang@hotmail.com..
Thanks.. do not feel alarm.. i swear i am not joking.. please do it.. spread this msg to others who know me.. thks.. if i dun receive any criticisms, i will juz take it i am perfect.. haha..
THANKS!!!
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designer DancingSheep
Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts; We're Empty
now playing
How you live, point of grace
Is beating our hearts; We're Empty
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my virtual barang
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How you live, point of grace