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Henry, 21
12 January 1989
National University of Singapore, Nursing
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Henry and Life
Henry, 21
12 January 1989
National University of Singapore, Nursing
He loves books,
his family
and his awesome life!
fan of: harry potter & helping others to the best of his abilities
Tried to write a letter; In ink
I've got a piece of paper; But it's Empty
I ran with you...
U ran with me...
We ran for them...
They ran with us...
We finished together...
Angel, you rock..
0626, =) ...
I was touched.. really.. its been a long time since something touched my heart.. and if today never happened, this might be a totally different post, of totally different perspective and viewpoints.. I'm really proud of my angel.. coz she finished the race.. and did herself proud by putting in her utmost effort.. although we didnt win, but ultimately, i thought it was her effort that really deserves everyone's respect.. and i am honoured to be part of her special moment.. i was happy although i didn't run as fast as i wanted to.. coz i managed to witness something that made winning so insignificant.. I often thought that things were at a very bad level.. what with the conflicts and misunderstanding.. but today showed a different side of all of us... for once, we all put aside our difference to achieve the same goal.. even as i think of that moment now, i felt a surge of power thru me.. it's as if i can accomplish anything.. i held on to my angel's hand as we were finishing the race, but as we neared the finishing line, the runners were not juz me and her. it was us.. it was like u can hear extra feets hitting the gravel behind you.. and many different voices of encouragement were given to my angel, pushing her on.. its very hard to tell u exactly how it feels not unless you are there yourself.. the class spirit at that time was at its peak.. i really wonder why it is so different in class and in situation like this.. but still, it was really an incredible feeling.. i am really proud of my class.. if i was given a chance to choose another class, that chance would be a wasted one.. coz i only have one choice:
0626
U people rock..
you too angel...
Henry Lamer and the Order of Silence 2
wow.. i'm updating my blog more frequent then i used too.. anyway, juz to continue and publicise my disappointing block test results, here goes..
Physics: 28.0 Fail
Economics: 40.0 Fail
i promised my physics teacher that i will do well for physics or she can keep me for remedial everyday.. i think she wun do that.. coz she will probably think i am hopeless.. my dad was reminding me of my poor physics class test results before the exams.. i promised him i will do well.. and physics was the only subject i finish studying.. and i got the worst result for physics.. seriously doubting myself.. and i was reading one of my gd fren's blog.. think i am fading out of her life too.. never mind.. at least i will have one less worry seeing that she got other more dependable frenz.. all the best..
Henry Lamer and the Order of Silence
my mind is very confused.. there seem only one word that is most visible among the so many words in my mind: why?
Why did i fail again?
*sigh* i've failed another major examination.. although i only got back two papers, it is sufficient to predict the overall performance of the block test..
Results:
Chemistry: 42.5 Fail
Mathematics: 41.5 Fail
*sigh* Disappointment.. especially for math.. i was expecting at least a 55.. yet i failed terribly.. i even got assurance from a teacher that i will do well.. ya.. go ahead. laugh as loud as u can. "Henry? get 55?!! HAHAHAHA!!! wat a joke!!" i'm seriously very disappointed.. i have no idea what happened.. how am i going to face my parents? how am i going to face myself? The glorious picture of me waving my exam paper and shouting "i did it!", with the deep satisfaction that i have proved my critics wrong, all this, have been replaced by a picture of me surrounded by darkness, with mocking face all around..
i can't prove to her i can do it.. she will nvr ever start believing in me..
time is running out.. i have not much chance to prove myself.. my confidence is seeping away.. how do i inspire confidence in others?
i cant escape the abyss of failure.. forever being mocked at..
Help me..
i'll picked myself up and start again.. pls wait for me..
i'll get my As soon.. think it's funny? i'll prove you all wrong.. that's wat i am best at..
“失望把我重重的包围着。。 但是,只要我还有一口气,我一定不会放弃。。 为了你和我自己。。我会加油的。。等我。。 ”
“After all, to the well organised mind, death is but the next great adventure."
Henry Lamer and Cinderalla
right now, its 1.39am.. bet all my frenz are sound asleep in their beds.. hi everyone.. its me again.. henry lamer.. u muz be wondering why this crazy guy isnt asleep at this point of time.. well, coz i was playing com.. den suddenly felt my blogsipiration knocking on my head.. anyway, many of my frenz are talking bout how relax they are now that exams are over.. i dun really feel a thing though.. coz one thing pass, more things arrives.. things nvr seem to end.. i shud really stop bothering bout some stuff since no ones bothers to bother about it.. wat can one person do? i am only a normal kid.. not superman.. can anyone help me? nah.. everyone have their own problems too.. this world is so problemetic.. if only everyone believed in god..
Haiz.. the girl with the missing glass shoe is still treating me as invisible.. i wud really appreciate a simple hi.. but still, i wun give up! =) haha.. u guys muz be thinking why am i not giving advices or giving comments bout issues.. haha.. coz this is after all an individual blog.. some of my frenz asked me to talk more about myself.. so here i am doing juz that.. juz wanna wish all frenz to be happy, and feel free to find me for a listening ear.. i'll lend it to u for no charge..
嘿。。 愚蠢又在我的身边徘徊。。 走开可以吗?你很烦。。 勇气,你可以回到我身边吗?
请上天该我一个启示,告诉我你没事。。 让我安心。。
Hyner Lmear adn hte trhee ltille tihngs
as my dear sis has kindly reminded me, my ba gua has turned mouldy.. oh.. hope none of u had gotten a stomachache.. wow.. its been sometime since people reminded me that i haven blog for a long time.. everytime i wanna blog, my blogsipration left me. Everytime my blogspiration is with me, my computer left me.. so its quite hard to blog.. haha.. anyway, quite a few things happened in the past dunno how many weeks but few will be mention here.. haha..
1) Class T shirt
Juz wanna say a big thank you to Audrey, my dear sis, zhi feng, my buddy, and cally, for spending their time and effort to come up with the designs of the class t and also to help find the manufacturers of t shirts.. i muz say that the final product is quite nice.. i would give it a 7.5. Like wat my fren phan shei said "至少穿的出门。。" Also, thanks to my fellow twenty sixers for contributing their ideas and opinions. really appreciate ur cooperation.. I am sorry for not able to accomodate all of ur opinions due to one reason or other.. But thanks all the same!!
2) Block test
"one more week to block test.." hmmm.. one more week.. i see.. wait.. for those who dunno wat is a block test, it is juz a series of exams after the first term of school.. Anyway, block test is coming.. guess everyone will be studying hard.. i haven done much yet.. so feeling a bit worried.. but worries cant do anything.. i will be taking actions soon.. need to achieve my goals and not disappoint the people around me.. and i definitely cannot let her look down on me.. yup
3) There is no third little thing.. Juz some final words...
为什么人那么奇怪?明知道不可能的事却硬要追求?怪不得我周围的人常说我笨。可能不是学业上的愚蠢,反而是爱情领域上的愚昧。老师也说这种事在我们这个年龄是不可能持久的。难道等待是最佳的良药吗?你愿意让我等吗?
Lastly, gd luck to everyone who will be having tests.. i am sure u all can do well since i dunno anyone at the moment who is doing worse off than me.. all the best!!
I've got a piece of paper; But it's Empty
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Saturday, March 31, 2007 ( 4:18 AM )
I ran with you...
U ran with me...
We ran for them...
They ran with us...
We finished together...
Angel, you rock..
0626, =) ...
I was touched.. really.. its been a long time since something touched my heart.. and if today never happened, this might be a totally different post, of totally different perspective and viewpoints.. I'm really proud of my angel.. coz she finished the race.. and did herself proud by putting in her utmost effort.. although we didnt win, but ultimately, i thought it was her effort that really deserves everyone's respect.. and i am honoured to be part of her special moment.. i was happy although i didn't run as fast as i wanted to.. coz i managed to witness something that made winning so insignificant.. I often thought that things were at a very bad level.. what with the conflicts and misunderstanding.. but today showed a different side of all of us... for once, we all put aside our difference to achieve the same goal.. even as i think of that moment now, i felt a surge of power thru me.. it's as if i can accomplish anything.. i held on to my angel's hand as we were finishing the race, but as we neared the finishing line, the runners were not juz me and her. it was us.. it was like u can hear extra feets hitting the gravel behind you.. and many different voices of encouragement were given to my angel, pushing her on.. its very hard to tell u exactly how it feels not unless you are there yourself.. the class spirit at that time was at its peak.. i really wonder why it is so different in class and in situation like this.. but still, it was really an incredible feeling.. i am really proud of my class.. if i was given a chance to choose another class, that chance would be a wasted one.. coz i only have one choice:
0626
U people rock..
you too angel...
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Tuesday, March 27, 2007 ( 4:09 AM )
Henry Lamer and the Order of Silence 2
wow.. i'm updating my blog more frequent then i used too.. anyway, juz to continue and publicise my disappointing block test results, here goes..
Physics: 28.0 Fail
Economics: 40.0 Fail
i promised my physics teacher that i will do well for physics or she can keep me for remedial everyday.. i think she wun do that.. coz she will probably think i am hopeless.. my dad was reminding me of my poor physics class test results before the exams.. i promised him i will do well.. and physics was the only subject i finish studying.. and i got the worst result for physics.. seriously doubting myself.. and i was reading one of my gd fren's blog.. think i am fading out of her life too.. never mind.. at least i will have one less worry seeing that she got other more dependable frenz.. all the best..
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Monday, March 26, 2007 ( 1:36 AM )
Henry Lamer and the Order of Silence
my mind is very confused.. there seem only one word that is most visible among the so many words in my mind: why?
Why did i fail again?
*sigh* i've failed another major examination.. although i only got back two papers, it is sufficient to predict the overall performance of the block test..
Results:
Chemistry: 42.5 Fail
Mathematics: 41.5 Fail
*sigh* Disappointment.. especially for math.. i was expecting at least a 55.. yet i failed terribly.. i even got assurance from a teacher that i will do well.. ya.. go ahead. laugh as loud as u can. "Henry? get 55?!! HAHAHAHA!!! wat a joke!!" i'm seriously very disappointed.. i have no idea what happened.. how am i going to face my parents? how am i going to face myself? The glorious picture of me waving my exam paper and shouting "i did it!", with the deep satisfaction that i have proved my critics wrong, all this, have been replaced by a picture of me surrounded by darkness, with mocking face all around..
i can't prove to her i can do it.. she will nvr ever start believing in me..
time is running out.. i have not much chance to prove myself.. my confidence is seeping away.. how do i inspire confidence in others?
i cant escape the abyss of failure.. forever being mocked at..
Help me..
i'll picked myself up and start again.. pls wait for me..
i'll get my As soon.. think it's funny? i'll prove you all wrong.. that's wat i am best at..
“失望把我重重的包围着。。 但是,只要我还有一口气,我一定不会放弃。。 为了你和我自己。。我会加油的。。等我。。 ”
“After all, to the well organised mind, death is but the next great adventure."
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Friday, March 23, 2007 ( 1:39 AM )
Henry Lamer and Cinderalla
right now, its 1.39am.. bet all my frenz are sound asleep in their beds.. hi everyone.. its me again.. henry lamer.. u muz be wondering why this crazy guy isnt asleep at this point of time.. well, coz i was playing com.. den suddenly felt my blogsipiration knocking on my head.. anyway, many of my frenz are talking bout how relax they are now that exams are over.. i dun really feel a thing though.. coz one thing pass, more things arrives.. things nvr seem to end.. i shud really stop bothering bout some stuff since no ones bothers to bother about it.. wat can one person do? i am only a normal kid.. not superman.. can anyone help me? nah.. everyone have their own problems too.. this world is so problemetic.. if only everyone believed in god..
Haiz.. the girl with the missing glass shoe is still treating me as invisible.. i wud really appreciate a simple hi.. but still, i wun give up! =) haha.. u guys muz be thinking why am i not giving advices or giving comments bout issues.. haha.. coz this is after all an individual blog.. some of my frenz asked me to talk more about myself.. so here i am doing juz that.. juz wanna wish all frenz to be happy, and feel free to find me for a listening ear.. i'll lend it to u for no charge..
嘿。。 愚蠢又在我的身边徘徊。。 走开可以吗?你很烦。。 勇气,你可以回到我身边吗?
请上天该我一个启示,告诉我你没事。。 让我安心。。
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Sunday, March 11, 2007 ( 3:39 AM )
Hyner Lmear adn hte trhee ltille tihngs
as my dear sis has kindly reminded me, my ba gua has turned mouldy.. oh.. hope none of u had gotten a stomachache.. wow.. its been sometime since people reminded me that i haven blog for a long time.. everytime i wanna blog, my blogsipration left me. Everytime my blogspiration is with me, my computer left me.. so its quite hard to blog.. haha.. anyway, quite a few things happened in the past dunno how many weeks but few will be mention here.. haha..
1) Class T shirt
Juz wanna say a big thank you to Audrey, my dear sis, zhi feng, my buddy, and cally, for spending their time and effort to come up with the designs of the class t and also to help find the manufacturers of t shirts.. i muz say that the final product is quite nice.. i would give it a 7.5. Like wat my fren phan shei said "至少穿的出门。。" Also, thanks to my fellow twenty sixers for contributing their ideas and opinions. really appreciate ur cooperation.. I am sorry for not able to accomodate all of ur opinions due to one reason or other.. But thanks all the same!!
2) Block test
"one more week to block test.." hmmm.. one more week.. i see.. wait.. for those who dunno wat is a block test, it is juz a series of exams after the first term of school.. Anyway, block test is coming.. guess everyone will be studying hard.. i haven done much yet.. so feeling a bit worried.. but worries cant do anything.. i will be taking actions soon.. need to achieve my goals and not disappoint the people around me.. and i definitely cannot let her look down on me.. yup
3) There is no third little thing.. Juz some final words...
为什么人那么奇怪?明知道不可能的事却硬要追求?怪不得我周围的人常说我笨。可能不是学业上的愚蠢,反而是爱情领域上的愚昧。老师也说这种事在我们这个年龄是不可能持久的。难道等待是最佳的良药吗?你愿意让我等吗?
Lastly, gd luck to everyone who will be having tests.. i am sure u all can do well since i dunno anyone at the moment who is doing worse off than me.. all the best!!
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