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Henry, 21
12 January 1989
National University of Singapore, Nursing
He loves books,
his family
and his awesome life!
fan of: harry potter & helping others to the best of his abilities
I wanna fill this new frame; But it's Empty
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Henry and Life
Henry, 21
12 January 1989
National University of Singapore, Nursing
He loves books,
his family
and his awesome life!
fan of: harry potter & helping others to the best of his abilities
Tried to write a letter; In ink
I've got a piece of paper; But it's Empty
Henry Lamer and the Unbearable Truth
hmmm.. its been a really long time since i last blogged, rite? yeah.. i know.. and the last time i blog it was about some weird stuff which i think almost everyone dun understand. so its ok.. its over now.. i've got more pressing issues to deal with now..
ever heard of the phrase "fall from grace"? and no, in this case grace doesn't refer to a person. for the benefit of those who dun understand, it simply means someone who has dropped from the peak of his life to some deep abyss that no one will know u are down there.. that's how i am feeling now.. and it explains why my msn nickname is "death".
haiz.. i'm feeling miserable.. and i have not been feeling that for a long time.. i am not a miserable person as my frenz will know.. and i didn't know i am miserable person too.. what am i miserable about? well.. i got back my a level results, and it wasn't pretty. to put it simply, it sucked, big time. and initially i thought i would get over it, as in i am not someone who broods over bad results for a long time, coz i always believed there are more impt things than education. but now, i suddenly felt the full impact of being not able to get into a university. i wun be able to get a gd job(most probably), i would go down the social ladder and be part of those "left behind", i wun be able to provide a secure future for my parents or my brother.. yeah.. its bad.. very bad..
why a fall from grace? coz i was above average in secondary school, once getting an average of 70.1 for my results.. and now.. haiz.. and i always thought that i am the sociable kind and has lots of frenz.. but at times like this, when i simply do not have the strength to contact my frenz regarding my little issue here, none of them bother to contact me.. but wat disappoint me most is that my 2 best frenz, have not contacted me for a very very very long time...
damn.. i am sounding whiny and that's the last thing i wan to become. but, i can't help it coz i can't seem to find any other channel to release my frustrations.. and worse still, i am outcasting myself from my class. WHAT?!!! how can that be possible?!! i loved my class.. so why am i doing this? coz i freaking feel that i dun belong there, they are the "future is bright" group. i am the "left behind" group. we are of different class..
well done, sounding like a true loser in this entry. congrats dude, u have juz announce to the world u are a complete loser.. *smiles*good job..
i know life still goes on. i haven totally given up yet. i am still applying for uni, i am still searching for alternative education routes. but things juz feel different..
why?
wait till she sees this entry..
I've got a piece of paper; But it's Empty
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Saturday, March 22, 2008 ( 9:36 AM )
Henry Lamer and the Unbearable Truth
hmmm.. its been a really long time since i last blogged, rite? yeah.. i know.. and the last time i blog it was about some weird stuff which i think almost everyone dun understand. so its ok.. its over now.. i've got more pressing issues to deal with now..
ever heard of the phrase "fall from grace"? and no, in this case grace doesn't refer to a person. for the benefit of those who dun understand, it simply means someone who has dropped from the peak of his life to some deep abyss that no one will know u are down there.. that's how i am feeling now.. and it explains why my msn nickname is "death".
haiz.. i'm feeling miserable.. and i have not been feeling that for a long time.. i am not a miserable person as my frenz will know.. and i didn't know i am miserable person too.. what am i miserable about? well.. i got back my a level results, and it wasn't pretty. to put it simply, it sucked, big time. and initially i thought i would get over it, as in i am not someone who broods over bad results for a long time, coz i always believed there are more impt things than education. but now, i suddenly felt the full impact of being not able to get into a university. i wun be able to get a gd job(most probably), i would go down the social ladder and be part of those "left behind", i wun be able to provide a secure future for my parents or my brother.. yeah.. its bad.. very bad..
why a fall from grace? coz i was above average in secondary school, once getting an average of 70.1 for my results.. and now.. haiz.. and i always thought that i am the sociable kind and has lots of frenz.. but at times like this, when i simply do not have the strength to contact my frenz regarding my little issue here, none of them bother to contact me.. but wat disappoint me most is that my 2 best frenz, have not contacted me for a very very very long time...
damn.. i am sounding whiny and that's the last thing i wan to become. but, i can't help it coz i can't seem to find any other channel to release my frustrations.. and worse still, i am outcasting myself from my class. WHAT?!!! how can that be possible?!! i loved my class.. so why am i doing this? coz i freaking feel that i dun belong there, they are the "future is bright" group. i am the "left behind" group. we are of different class..
well done, sounding like a true loser in this entry. congrats dude, u have juz announce to the world u are a complete loser.. *smiles*good job..
i know life still goes on. i haven totally given up yet. i am still applying for uni, i am still searching for alternative education routes. but things juz feel different..
why?
wait till she sees this entry..
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