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Henry, 21
12 January 1989
National University of Singapore, Nursing
He loves books,
his family
and his awesome life!
fan of: harry potter & helping others to the best of his abilities
I wanna fill this new frame; But it's Empty
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Henry and Life
Henry, 21
12 January 1989
National University of Singapore, Nursing
He loves books,
his family
and his awesome life!
fan of: harry potter & helping others to the best of his abilities
Tried to write a letter; In ink
I've got a piece of paper; But it's Empty
Henry Lamer and the Red Carpet
Henry Lamer and the Story of a Prawn
hi everyone.. i am back with a new entry due to some random moments of inspiration today when i visited the supermarket today. As can be seen from my title, it is pretty obvious what i will be talking about. Why this topic? well, as i was wandering about in the supermarket, i came across a sight so common to anyone who has visited a supermarket before. At the seafood section, there were many fish tanks. One of those tanks contain a whole battalion of prawns. Hence it reminded me of something i wanted to talk about for ages.
If you think that u are facing fierce competition in your life, imagine you are a prawn.
IF I AM A PRAWN..
If i am a prawn, i will be happily floating around the ocean, pushed around by the currents in the waters. I'll be enjoying the plankton and other micro organisms which i can consume.
I will feel safe, as i am protected by my shell, which is so soft and pathetic. No creature can eat me, because they would not like to crunch on my shell. I mean, what kind of creature can remove my shell from me? It is not like there is any creature in this world who have hands and fingers right?
One day, i will swim into strange weeds which i will not be able to swim myself out of. "What is happening?" i will wonder. How can i not swim out of normal weeds? Soon, i will be brought out of my home into some foreign waters which i will feel weird in.
Together with my many brothers and sisters, we will struggle in this weird container, as there is clearly not enough space for all of us here. How?? All of us tried our best to swim near the top, where more air is available. I feel sad, for those who are too old or weak to reach the top, and die in the process... =( Many of my brothers and sisters are removed from the container from time to time. Where do they go? I do not know.
Soon, big creatures with 5 heads dove into our container and grabbed us out. Are we about to be eaten?? Fortunately, the creature does not eat us. Instead, he releases us into another container, which many bright lights around us. I am so not used to this, as do my friends and relatives.
Day by day, more and more of my relatives are removed from our current home by creatures which i can vaguely see. But still, there so many of us here! I can hardly breathe at times.. Where are we? Mum, dad, save me!!
More and more of my fellow prawns die and they struggle to reach the top of our new home to get more air. As i look out of our home, seeing so many big creatures walking past us, i thought, "When will i see home again?"
Henry Lamer and the Run Of Life
3.30am
Received a call from dear hwee min to wake me up. Thanked her for calling and asked her where she will be stationed at, hoping that i will be able to meet her later.
3.35am
Decided to take a cold bath to freshen up. Apparently it didn't work.
3.40am
Had 2 slices of bread with fresh strawberry jam for breakfast. Wanted to have coffee but realised the thermal cooker is not switched on. so had a cup of berroca(an energy drink kinda thing) while waiting for the thermal boiler to boil the water.
4.20am
Left the house finally and started walking towards Serangoon Stadium to board the chartered bus. Saw 2 cats fight along the way and got a bit frightened.
4.40am
Reached the stadium and saw A LOT of people there. And shortly after the bus arrives. Panicked a little when seeing quite a few people holding some slips of paper and handing it to the bus driver when i don't have it. But eventually realise i could just give my comfirmation slip.
4.45am
one of the last to board the bus so have to stand all the way to the destination, wasting precious strength. Listened to my mp3 along the bus ride. At one point, a dustbin on the bus toppled over when bus was making a sharp turn. Didn't help to picked it up. =(
5.00am
Reached The Civilian Memorial. Got a shock when i realised i reached too early. Decided to find a comfortable toilet to clear my bowels. Manage to get into Raffles City.
5.40am
Finally done. Decided to make my way to the baggage deposit point and wait for wen hui. She sms me, telling me she is going to be late. so i decided to warm up first.
6.30am
The half marathon started, but i am nowhere near the starting line. Wen hui finally reached and we quickly deposited our bags and hurried towards the start point. Wanted to use the toilet but the queue was simply too long. So decided to hold my bladder for the whole race before releasing the contents in a toilet.
6.50am
Me and Wen hui finally crossed the start point. We started at a leisure pace, able to chat while running, and i still was able to contribute significant amount of crap in our conversation. So it kinda show how leisure our pace was.
7.30am
We hit the 5km mark. A bit behind my schedule but never mind, whats more important is that we stuck together. =) We rested for about 5 mins, grabbed a drink and continued running.
8.30am
Unknowingly, we completed 12km. We initially wanted to stop after every 5km and rest for 5 mins. But due to the invisible distance markers, we could not find the 10km marker. so ended up at 12km. but quite pleased with ourselves nonetheless, given the fact that we hardly trained, and it is wen hui's first time running standard chartered half marathon. anyway, we saw this guy carrying a addidas balloon and clapping in front of almost every runner to encourage them. I found it quite hilarious but think it is very nice of him. Of course, along the way there were people cheering you on.
9.30am
I think the timing should be correct. at this time, we managed to hit the 16km mark, like finally. 5km more to go!! so we agreed we should not stop from now on and go all the way to the end. But clearly things did not go our way. Firstly, me and wen hui got separated. Secondly, my knee finally gave up on me and decided to make things more difficult for me. Thirdly, my mental strength failed me on about 3 occasions, where i have to stop and limp and walk a bit. But anyway, the best part was i saw this entire showcase of ferrari cars which took my mind off things for awhile. I simply ran with mouth opened, looking at the beautiful cars, thinking when i can buy one. Then when left about 2km, i saw those smu girls that me and wen hui were trying to overtake several times. I succeeded, but i fall behind again due to my stupid mind and knees.
10.00am
yes!! the feeling at last to savour. 3h 10mins(i think). Slower than the last time but.. who cares? waited for wen hui awhile then finally saw her again. Gave her a big hi 5 and we went to return the champion ship and collected my beautiful medal. Then we set off to grab some 100 plus to replenish the liquid lost. Just when we were about to set out and look for bananas, then we lost each other again. So i hung around the tent trying to find her but ended up seeing li ling and zhiling, who took part in the 10km run. after some small chat, i decided to go to the baggage collection point to find wen hui and managed to find her.
the end to my run i guess. My last long distance run for this year and the next. Reason is becoz i have to concentrate on recuperating my spoilt knee for sometime so ya.. i guess thru this run, i learnt quite a bit about myself.
Many might think i am crazy, spending $63 just to run 21km. Well, i always tot that running long distance is a very gd way for me to challalenge myself, both mentally and physically, and to let me know wat i can do. Thru this run, i have learnt that i am capable of many things, irregardless of wat others tell me or wat i tell myself. As long as i set my mind to do it, nothing cannot be done. I am quite satisfied with my timing despite not meeting my target. And most importantly, i have made the decision to value my friends over personal achievements, which i feel is the right thing to do.. so to end off,
Standard Chartered Marathon, see you real soon!!!
Henry Lamer and the Forgotten Tale
OMG!! its been more than one long month since i last blog.. no wonder my sis thinks that this is a dead blog already.. NO! it will not be a dead blog as long as i am the blogger.. haha..
anyway, really sorry to all those who visits my blog but always clicks away disappointedly after seeing that i have not updated my blog.. so here i am!! finally...
anyway, for today, i dun really have a particular topic to blog about.. but in order to be applicable to my title, i am going to discuss something wif everyone that had left some people confused, or thinking bout the wrong things..
目中无girl的人..
for those of you who talked to me on msn in the last 5 months or so, that six words should be pretty familiar, coz its my msn nick!! haah..
what does it mean?
it simply means a person wif no girls in his eyes.. and now here are some misconceptions:
1) It does not mean i look down on girls.
i know it sounds like it but no!! i absolutely do not mean that i look down on girls based on my nick. why wud i look down on them? yes, maybe i am a sexist, but i dun really look down on them..
2) I AM NOT GAY!
yes, i am not.. for those of you who know me well enough, i am someone who hates gays.. so dun even think about me being a gay at all. it will NEVER happen.
So, what does it mean exactly?
well, ever since i entered into the service for the nation, i realise most guys, apparently can't live without girls!! they talk about girls all the time, they read magazines bout girls and when i go out wif them, they always look at girls. it made me think, is girls really that impt?
coz i wanted to experience life without girls, maybe not forever, but at least for awhile. y? becoz of 2 reasons,
I've got a piece of paper; But it's Empty
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Wednesday, December 31, 2008 ( 5:35 AM )
Henry Lamer and the Red Carpet
hi everyone.. hope all of you enjoyed my prawny entry.. maybe next time i will do more animal entries.. haha..
Anyway, i am sure everyone know by now, the new year will arrive in a few more hours time, that's why i laid down the red carpet for it on the title of this entry. But before i start on my traditional new year resolution, i would just like to mention a few things..
Firstly, first time in my whole life i welcomed christmas outside my house, and it so happens i done it with two of my favourtie people: My best friend, jonathan, and my dearest sis, audrey. Well, wat were we doing? haha.. it so happens that me and jon didnt have a date on that day. So we decided to meet and play basketball below my house since he stays quite near me. But due to the rainy weather, we couldn't do that. So instead, i came up with the brilliant idea of visiting my dear sister, who also stays quite near. Apparently, jon and audrey have not seen each other for a really long time, so i guess its gd they get to meet up again. So, we kinda chat about lots of stuff at the void deck of her house. And she gave me a box of homemade cookies for my chirstmas present. haha.. and we wished each other merry christmas the moment it hit 00.00. haha.. and after that, we went for supper at a nearby coffee shop. And my unhealthy sister went to have laksa.. *shakes head*
Secondly, 0626 finally managed to meet up! So i continued my proud record of 0 failed outings. =) Must thank xiu xuan, vanessa and cally for giving me help and ideas. haha.. Anyway, we(maybe more like i) decided that we should meet up at minds cafe in the afternoon, before going to vivocity for dinner. Coz the last time we went minds cafe, it was a pretty fun experience. so i tot it wud be nice if we go back again. So, 12 people turn up in the afternoon. And we split ourselves into 2 grps of 6. My grp had yee jin, jian hua, cynthia, adeline, grace and me. I would say its pretty enjoyable and we laugh ourselves silly a couple of times. haha.. At night, we went to vivocity's Japanese Gourmet Town for dinner. Cheng en and adeline did not join us. But chin ping, audrey and wing yan, zuo sheng and shi min joined us at night. The service was kinda bet as my dear sis had to wait for about 20 minutes for her food.
After dinner, we went to the roof top to exchange presents. This idea was brought up to me by vanessa, who sadly couldn't come as she went malaysia. So, i got everyone to prepare a mystery gift. My initial idea was kinda rejected but audrey and wing yan came up with a better one, which was fine. =) I got a new cd pouch, which is cool as i got many cds with no casing. haha.. Den after that, i ran out of ideas. But thankfully, grace, audrey and cally came up with games which we played and were really funny and fun. haha.. that lasted until about 10 plus. Remebering how the last timer our outing at vivo caused many of us to miss our last train. I decided to end it then and we all went home.
On the journey home with audrey, she suddenly got a craving for ice kachang. So i teased her saying that i think she is pregnant. haha.. Anyway, jian hua suggested we can go chomp chomp for ice kachang and thats wat we did. But my dear sis wanted ice kachang with corn!(haiz.. girls...) But there wasn't, so we had some jelly ice thing.. haha.. and we went home after that.
For the last time, i will finally retire from the organising of class outing. I keep saying that but i will still end up planning one. For now, i promise i will really retire. haha.. i realise it is really not easy. And if class outings really mean so much to everyone, i'm sure someone will plan the next one. If i plan again, most probably will end up going to the same places, and doing the same things. haha.. i dun think the class want that.. haha..
Thirdly, i removed another wisdom tooth on monday, the injection of anaesthesia was kinda pain. =p But other that, it was fine. So here i am, resting. Haha.. so happy i dun have to go back to camp. hehe..
ok la.. so those are the last few significant events i experience on the last days of 2008. So once again, i am savouring the last few moments of 2008 at home. haha.. A bit no life but ok la.. I realise the older i get, the more i dislike crowds. haha.. so staying at home may not be such a bad thing. haha.. so let me do some reflections before i do the resolutions. *ahem*
I would say 2008 is a new chapter of my life. Coz finally, at the age of 19, i entered NS. Well, i would say things were not wat i expected, and u all wud know what i am talking about if u read the first few entries of this year. haha.. So, ok la.. my life in ns is kinda slack, but tiring nonetheless due to the massive amount of travelling. But still, i am quite satisfied thati learnt some medical skills during this period. I guess it will prepare for future life and my career as well. haha.. In the meantime, i have to endure some office politics as well.. hmmm.. kinda scary..
And of course, first time in my life, most of personal expenditure is fully funded by myself. haha.. so kinda proud, even though i can't contribute to the family yet, at least i reduce some burden on my parents. so that's gd. =) And also, i get to spend with less restrictions, coz as long as i can save some, i can spend the rest on things i wan. Unlike last time, everytime i go out i have to ask for pocket money. A bit loser i know.. but.. ya.. it was like that.. haha..
2008 was also a proud year for all chinese. As beijing hosted a brilliant olympics. Usually i dun discuss things that comes up in newspapers but since 8 is a lucky number for chinese. i felt tempted to bring it up. i think for the entire olympics, i was really disappointed by Liu Xiang's last minute withdrawal from the hurdles event. Felt that it was kinda wasted. And also, i was really impressed with michael phelps' haul of gold medals. Kinda inspire people that nothing is impossible huh? haha..
Ok la.. i guess that's all for my 2008. now(finally..), on to my 2009.
I realise resolution, is actually re-solution. I'm sure everyone know "re" usually means doing something again, like "repay", means to pay back and "replay" means to play again. So, i was enlightened that "resolution" actually means coming up with solution, again! So people usually have "resolution" when they fail to deal with the problems and have to come up with solutions again. Kinda true heh? haha.. ok la.. dun delay liao.. Here are my:
NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS FOR 2009
1) ORD OH!! Yes, i will finally finish my national service this year on 07 nov 2009!! haha.. so excited
2) Come up with my own dance step before i turn 20. I simply cannot let my $170 worth of hip hop dance lessons go to waste. I muz at least choreograph until the end of the first chorus of a song.. Must!!
3) Complete the exam for A2 level of my German.
4) Concentrate on healing my knees and wish it will go back to normal.
5) Train a 6 pack!
Ok la.. i get less and less greedy each year. Or i should say i got less and less problems i cannot deal with, so i do not have to think of "re-solutions".. haha.. that's gd..
so wat are your new year resolutions? haha.. do not think it is stupid to come up with resolutions. Coz they can actually be impt goals in ur life. Set some realistic ones and work towards it. You will wonderful when u complete it. =) But for now, i wan to wish everyone a big...
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!
{/ --
Sunday, December 14, 2008 ( 12:13 AM )
Henry Lamer and the Story of a Prawn
hi everyone.. i am back with a new entry due to some random moments of inspiration today when i visited the supermarket today. As can be seen from my title, it is pretty obvious what i will be talking about. Why this topic? well, as i was wandering about in the supermarket, i came across a sight so common to anyone who has visited a supermarket before. At the seafood section, there were many fish tanks. One of those tanks contain a whole battalion of prawns. Hence it reminded me of something i wanted to talk about for ages.
If you think that u are facing fierce competition in your life, imagine you are a prawn.
IF I AM A PRAWN..
If i am a prawn, i will be happily floating around the ocean, pushed around by the currents in the waters. I'll be enjoying the plankton and other micro organisms which i can consume.
I will feel safe, as i am protected by my shell, which is so soft and pathetic. No creature can eat me, because they would not like to crunch on my shell. I mean, what kind of creature can remove my shell from me? It is not like there is any creature in this world who have hands and fingers right?
One day, i will swim into strange weeds which i will not be able to swim myself out of. "What is happening?" i will wonder. How can i not swim out of normal weeds? Soon, i will be brought out of my home into some foreign waters which i will feel weird in.
Together with my many brothers and sisters, we will struggle in this weird container, as there is clearly not enough space for all of us here. How?? All of us tried our best to swim near the top, where more air is available. I feel sad, for those who are too old or weak to reach the top, and die in the process... =( Many of my brothers and sisters are removed from the container from time to time. Where do they go? I do not know.
Soon, big creatures with 5 heads dove into our container and grabbed us out. Are we about to be eaten?? Fortunately, the creature does not eat us. Instead, he releases us into another container, which many bright lights around us. I am so not used to this, as do my friends and relatives.
Day by day, more and more of my relatives are removed from our current home by creatures which i can vaguely see. But still, there so many of us here! I can hardly breathe at times.. Where are we? Mum, dad, save me!!
More and more of my fellow prawns die and they struggle to reach the top of our new home to get more air. As i look out of our home, seeing so many big creatures walking past us, i thought, "When will i see home again?"
{/ --
Sunday, December 07, 2008 ( 5:41 AM )
Henry Lamer and the Run Of Life
3.30am
Received a call from dear hwee min to wake me up. Thanked her for calling and asked her where she will be stationed at, hoping that i will be able to meet her later.
3.35am
Decided to take a cold bath to freshen up. Apparently it didn't work.
3.40am
Had 2 slices of bread with fresh strawberry jam for breakfast. Wanted to have coffee but realised the thermal cooker is not switched on. so had a cup of berroca(an energy drink kinda thing) while waiting for the thermal boiler to boil the water.
4.20am
Left the house finally and started walking towards Serangoon Stadium to board the chartered bus. Saw 2 cats fight along the way and got a bit frightened.
4.40am
Reached the stadium and saw A LOT of people there. And shortly after the bus arrives. Panicked a little when seeing quite a few people holding some slips of paper and handing it to the bus driver when i don't have it. But eventually realise i could just give my comfirmation slip.
4.45am
one of the last to board the bus so have to stand all the way to the destination, wasting precious strength. Listened to my mp3 along the bus ride. At one point, a dustbin on the bus toppled over when bus was making a sharp turn. Didn't help to picked it up. =(
5.00am
Reached The Civilian Memorial. Got a shock when i realised i reached too early. Decided to find a comfortable toilet to clear my bowels. Manage to get into Raffles City.
5.40am
Finally done. Decided to make my way to the baggage deposit point and wait for wen hui. She sms me, telling me she is going to be late. so i decided to warm up first.
6.30am
The half marathon started, but i am nowhere near the starting line. Wen hui finally reached and we quickly deposited our bags and hurried towards the start point. Wanted to use the toilet but the queue was simply too long. So decided to hold my bladder for the whole race before releasing the contents in a toilet.
6.50am
Me and Wen hui finally crossed the start point. We started at a leisure pace, able to chat while running, and i still was able to contribute significant amount of crap in our conversation. So it kinda show how leisure our pace was.
7.30am
We hit the 5km mark. A bit behind my schedule but never mind, whats more important is that we stuck together. =) We rested for about 5 mins, grabbed a drink and continued running.
8.30am
Unknowingly, we completed 12km. We initially wanted to stop after every 5km and rest for 5 mins. But due to the invisible distance markers, we could not find the 10km marker. so ended up at 12km. but quite pleased with ourselves nonetheless, given the fact that we hardly trained, and it is wen hui's first time running standard chartered half marathon. anyway, we saw this guy carrying a addidas balloon and clapping in front of almost every runner to encourage them. I found it quite hilarious but think it is very nice of him. Of course, along the way there were people cheering you on.
9.30am
I think the timing should be correct. at this time, we managed to hit the 16km mark, like finally. 5km more to go!! so we agreed we should not stop from now on and go all the way to the end. But clearly things did not go our way. Firstly, me and wen hui got separated. Secondly, my knee finally gave up on me and decided to make things more difficult for me. Thirdly, my mental strength failed me on about 3 occasions, where i have to stop and limp and walk a bit. But anyway, the best part was i saw this entire showcase of ferrari cars which took my mind off things for awhile. I simply ran with mouth opened, looking at the beautiful cars, thinking when i can buy one. Then when left about 2km, i saw those smu girls that me and wen hui were trying to overtake several times. I succeeded, but i fall behind again due to my stupid mind and knees.
10.00am
yes!! the feeling at last to savour. 3h 10mins(i think). Slower than the last time but.. who cares? waited for wen hui awhile then finally saw her again. Gave her a big hi 5 and we went to return the champion ship and collected my beautiful medal. Then we set off to grab some 100 plus to replenish the liquid lost. Just when we were about to set out and look for bananas, then we lost each other again. So i hung around the tent trying to find her but ended up seeing li ling and zhiling, who took part in the 10km run. after some small chat, i decided to go to the baggage collection point to find wen hui and managed to find her.
the end to my run i guess. My last long distance run for this year and the next. Reason is becoz i have to concentrate on recuperating my spoilt knee for sometime so ya.. i guess thru this run, i learnt quite a bit about myself.
Many might think i am crazy, spending $63 just to run 21km. Well, i always tot that running long distance is a very gd way for me to challalenge myself, both mentally and physically, and to let me know wat i can do. Thru this run, i have learnt that i am capable of many things, irregardless of wat others tell me or wat i tell myself. As long as i set my mind to do it, nothing cannot be done. I am quite satisfied with my timing despite not meeting my target. And most importantly, i have made the decision to value my friends over personal achievements, which i feel is the right thing to do.. so to end off,
Standard Chartered Marathon, see you real soon!!!
{/ --
Monday, December 01, 2008 ( 10:16 PM )
Henry Lamer and the Forgotten Tale
OMG!! its been more than one long month since i last blog.. no wonder my sis thinks that this is a dead blog already.. NO! it will not be a dead blog as long as i am the blogger.. haha..
anyway, really sorry to all those who visits my blog but always clicks away disappointedly after seeing that i have not updated my blog.. so here i am!! finally...
anyway, for today, i dun really have a particular topic to blog about.. but in order to be applicable to my title, i am going to discuss something wif everyone that had left some people confused, or thinking bout the wrong things..
目中无girl的人..
for those of you who talked to me on msn in the last 5 months or so, that six words should be pretty familiar, coz its my msn nick!! haah..
what does it mean?
it simply means a person wif no girls in his eyes.. and now here are some misconceptions:
1) It does not mean i look down on girls.
i know it sounds like it but no!! i absolutely do not mean that i look down on girls based on my nick. why wud i look down on them? yes, maybe i am a sexist, but i dun really look down on them..
2) I AM NOT GAY!
yes, i am not.. for those of you who know me well enough, i am someone who hates gays.. so dun even think about me being a gay at all. it will NEVER happen.
So, what does it mean exactly?
well, ever since i entered into the service for the nation, i realise most guys, apparently can't live without girls!! they talk about girls all the time, they read magazines bout girls and when i go out wif them, they always look at girls. it made me think, is girls really that impt?
coz i wanted to experience life without girls, maybe not forever, but at least for awhile. y? becoz of 2 reasons,
- interacting with girls requires certain efforts and strengths, ever since i entered sch till now, i have witness all the trouble u can encounter wif girls and it made me wanted to have a break..
- i wanted to learn to appreciate all the females in this world more. coz by living without them for some time, den perhaps, i will realise how impt they are to me
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Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts; We're Empty
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How you live, point of grace
Is beating our hearts; We're Empty
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How you live, point of grace