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Henry, 21
12 January 1989
National University of Singapore, Nursing
He loves books,
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fan of: harry potter & helping others to the best of his abilities
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Henry and Life
Henry, 21
12 January 1989
National University of Singapore, Nursing
He loves books,
his family
and his awesome life!
fan of: harry potter & helping others to the best of his abilities
Tried to write a letter; In ink
I've got a piece of paper; But it's Empty
Henry Lamer and the Forgiven given
"Forgive but never forget."
That's what i told others. And it is true. Some things are really hard to forget even if i try. But at least i forget, that's good enough right? Right?
Anyway, i sort of figured out my thoughts. And thought that it's silly to separate myself from the rest. 与世隔绝, like what the Chinese like to say.
That's not me. That is not the Henry i know, or in fact anyone knows.
"Remember who you are" is the welcome message on my handphone. And that will always remind me to stay true to myself, regardless what happens in the outside world. I must never change what is good in me to something that's foreign. I cannot become the person i detest the most.
I have to remain as me.
The one and only, Henry.
=)
and you are still on my mind, you know that right?
Henry Lamer and the Disappointed Plot
Wth man. Seriously, Wth.
And it's taking me a lot from not swearing.
Ok, maybe it's me. Maybe i am expecting the worst in people. Maybe things are not as it seems.
But what are the odds??!
One remedial class, about 15+ students. Out of which, 4 of them know i did badly for my exams. Around 6 i usually hang out with them. One calls me her brother, the others call me their buddy.
BUT, NONE of them tells me about it? At all?! WTH?! So coincidental? So like what Rachel said, everyone just assumes they passed the message around? So apparently, like so bloody apparently, i am not even in one of their "close friends" contact list?!
It really shows how "well-liked" you are, Henry.
Screw it man. Seriously screw it.
Where do i go from here? With this heck it mentality? Or should i give them the benefit of the doubt?
*sighs*
Henry Lamer and the Confused Tale
I'm confused. I really am.
I'm confused about you, i am confused about me, i am confused about us. The you i hang out with usually is so different from the you i see online or on sms. =( The you i see online or on sms is warm, bubbly, cheery, adorable and lovable. How come the usual you is not like that?
I tried to understand why. I tried to find fault in myself: is it me? What have i done wrong? Is it because of the day where i was upset? Did that affect our relationship? Is it because i suddenly behave differently? Or is it you? Is it because of you? Is it a temporary thing? Or is it that you just don't like to hang out with me anymore?
I tried talking to you about it. But you said because you were tired and stressed.
Will things become better after exams?
I missed the times we use to have, where we feel comfort in each other's presence.
You still feel comfort in mine, but i must admit i feel awkwardness when i am with you. =(
Oh crap, then it must be me.. What happened to me??!
Is it the academic thing? Jealousy of others because they achieve what you could not? Jealous that they can study hard but you can't? Is that what's affecting me? ahhh...
Screwed.
Henry Lamer and the Altruism Stone
OH. MY. GOD. Henry? Is that really you? You are back??! Woohoo!!!! *set off fireworks* anyway, i dun think anyone will be really here to see this blog now. After being like left abandon for so long. But then again, i must admit it feels good to be blogging again. It's like visiting an old friend. =)
Today's topic, as u guessed it, is altruism. =) Why this topic? Coz today, this idea has been brought forward by my lecturer, who feels that i am sacrificing myself for the sake of others. I was kinda hit by the remark, in a pleasant way of course. Coz i never tot even my lecturer noticed that. It was a nice feeling. But it kinda made me realised: Am i doing TOO much?
Is there such thing as helping people too much? Like what people like to say, too much of anything is never good. But does that apply to helping as well? In this selfish world of ours, wouldn't it just brighten up your day if someone goes out of his/her way to help you? i know i would! But one of my fren was telling me, sometimes, it might be good to help myself first, before i go about helping others. She gave a good analogy: Is it right to starve yourself just to give the food to the poor kids in africa? I guess she is right in some way. I mean, it's not like i dun wan to study or i dun treat studying seriously. Definitely not that case. I mean after all, i wanted to get a scholarship and i wanted to do my parents proud. Just that sometimes there are so many things happening in your life, you just lose track of some stuff along the way. So i feel that this could be an important crossroad in my life: Do i change my attitude, so i can fulfill both my responsibility as a good student and a good person? Or do i just continue to be the best person i can ever be?
Hmmm, come to think of it, it's kinda a hard choice. Both sounds good. =p Never mind, i think i should stick with the first one for now, if not, i'm screwed. haha...
Oh ya, suddenly want to talk about something else. I realised uni/hall is affecting something very important in my life. and that is punctuality. Punctuality is a very important attribute of mine. For my entire life before uni, i am punctual like 99% of the time. But ever since i stayed in hall, i have been late for classes, hence leaving the impression in my frenz that i am a late person. This kinda affected me quite a bit. Coz it's sad that people see you in a light which you know u are not. And i really do try to wake up, but it's really hard. How am i going to change the perception of others of me in this aspect? Maybe i should just get more alarm clocks... Hmmm....
Anyway, i think that would be all for now. I really hope i will be back really soon. This feels good... =)
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Monday, November 22, 2010 ( 12:26 AM )
Henry Lamer and the Forgiven given
"Forgive but never forget."
That's what i told others. And it is true. Some things are really hard to forget even if i try. But at least i forget, that's good enough right? Right?
Anyway, i sort of figured out my thoughts. And thought that it's silly to separate myself from the rest. 与世隔绝, like what the Chinese like to say.
That's not me. That is not the Henry i know, or in fact anyone knows.
"Remember who you are" is the welcome message on my handphone. And that will always remind me to stay true to myself, regardless what happens in the outside world. I must never change what is good in me to something that's foreign. I cannot become the person i detest the most.
I have to remain as me.
The one and only, Henry.
=)
and you are still on my mind, you know that right?
{/ --
Thursday, November 18, 2010 ( 9:13 AM )
Henry Lamer and the Disappointed Plot
Wth man. Seriously, Wth.
And it's taking me a lot from not swearing.
Ok, maybe it's me. Maybe i am expecting the worst in people. Maybe things are not as it seems.
But what are the odds??!
One remedial class, about 15+ students. Out of which, 4 of them know i did badly for my exams. Around 6 i usually hang out with them. One calls me her brother, the others call me their buddy.
BUT, NONE of them tells me about it? At all?! WTH?! So coincidental? So like what Rachel said, everyone just assumes they passed the message around? So apparently, like so bloody apparently, i am not even in one of their "close friends" contact list?!
It really shows how "well-liked" you are, Henry.
Screw it man. Seriously screw it.
Where do i go from here? With this heck it mentality? Or should i give them the benefit of the doubt?
*sighs*
{/ --
Tuesday, November 16, 2010 ( 9:31 AM )
Henry Lamer and the Confused Tale
I'm confused. I really am.
I'm confused about you, i am confused about me, i am confused about us. The you i hang out with usually is so different from the you i see online or on sms. =( The you i see online or on sms is warm, bubbly, cheery, adorable and lovable. How come the usual you is not like that?
I tried to understand why. I tried to find fault in myself: is it me? What have i done wrong? Is it because of the day where i was upset? Did that affect our relationship? Is it because i suddenly behave differently? Or is it you? Is it because of you? Is it a temporary thing? Or is it that you just don't like to hang out with me anymore?
I tried talking to you about it. But you said because you were tired and stressed.
Will things become better after exams?
I missed the times we use to have, where we feel comfort in each other's presence.
You still feel comfort in mine, but i must admit i feel awkwardness when i am with you. =(
Oh crap, then it must be me.. What happened to me??!
Is it the academic thing? Jealousy of others because they achieve what you could not? Jealous that they can study hard but you can't? Is that what's affecting me? ahhh...
Screwed.
{/ --
Thursday, November 04, 2010 ( 12:13 PM )
Henry Lamer and the Altruism Stone
OH. MY. GOD. Henry? Is that really you? You are back??! Woohoo!!!! *set off fireworks* anyway, i dun think anyone will be really here to see this blog now. After being like left abandon for so long. But then again, i must admit it feels good to be blogging again. It's like visiting an old friend. =)
Today's topic, as u guessed it, is altruism. =) Why this topic? Coz today, this idea has been brought forward by my lecturer, who feels that i am sacrificing myself for the sake of others. I was kinda hit by the remark, in a pleasant way of course. Coz i never tot even my lecturer noticed that. It was a nice feeling. But it kinda made me realised: Am i doing TOO much?
Is there such thing as helping people too much? Like what people like to say, too much of anything is never good. But does that apply to helping as well? In this selfish world of ours, wouldn't it just brighten up your day if someone goes out of his/her way to help you? i know i would! But one of my fren was telling me, sometimes, it might be good to help myself first, before i go about helping others. She gave a good analogy: Is it right to starve yourself just to give the food to the poor kids in africa? I guess she is right in some way. I mean, it's not like i dun wan to study or i dun treat studying seriously. Definitely not that case. I mean after all, i wanted to get a scholarship and i wanted to do my parents proud. Just that sometimes there are so many things happening in your life, you just lose track of some stuff along the way. So i feel that this could be an important crossroad in my life: Do i change my attitude, so i can fulfill both my responsibility as a good student and a good person? Or do i just continue to be the best person i can ever be?
Hmmm, come to think of it, it's kinda a hard choice. Both sounds good. =p Never mind, i think i should stick with the first one for now, if not, i'm screwed. haha...
Oh ya, suddenly want to talk about something else. I realised uni/hall is affecting something very important in my life. and that is punctuality. Punctuality is a very important attribute of mine. For my entire life before uni, i am punctual like 99% of the time. But ever since i stayed in hall, i have been late for classes, hence leaving the impression in my frenz that i am a late person. This kinda affected me quite a bit. Coz it's sad that people see you in a light which you know u are not. And i really do try to wake up, but it's really hard. How am i going to change the perception of others of me in this aspect? Maybe i should just get more alarm clocks... Hmmm....
Anyway, i think that would be all for now. I really hope i will be back really soon. This feels good... =)
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